I drive slow!!

My 1984 Caprice!

Flaco

I am looking a crazy in this pic ! Huh !

Jaden

Damn sun! I know that's my son. He hates the sun just like I do. It's a damn shame because I love hot wheather. Maybe I should plan a trip to Miami. By the time my son get's my age it's probably going to be under water.

John's Braids

This is my boy John! Another one of those best friend that have been in and out for the last 13 years. His braids are tight HUH !

A friend is a present you give yourself.

It seems like all my friends are people who I went to Jr. High and high school with. We have lose communication for a while and then come back together. We are about to be 30 next year.

Jaden and I

This picture was taken at my friend Rose's house. This is one of my favorite pics!

Holiday Time !!!

I really get into the Holidays! I like this time of year and I am thankful that I have a son that I can share it with. I think I am going to get him a camcorder for Christmas. My mom says that I am doing to much. I think it is a really nice gift for a 6 year old. But you know when you buy something like that you need to get a battery charger and other accessories. I am pretty excited also because my bestfriend who lives in Arizona is coming up here for the weekend. Plus I have to go to Denver and drop a friend off at the airport on Sunday. And next week is Thanksgiving ! Wow ! Plus my sister maybe coming up here for Thanksgiving ! If she does that will be cool. Here's a cool pic with Sanita and I.

My 1984 Chevy Caprice

I bought it for $500 sold it for $1800. Now that's a car with resale value.

My girl!

This is the coolest girl alive. Dogs even love her. Don't let the small size fool you, she is hard and one of the strongest girls I know Pound for Pound. Love I you Sanita !

The object of oratory is not truth, but persuation.

I think this is a picture describes the last 10 years perfectly. So much time wasted. Hey I can't be to upset though. I have a beautiful, smart kid! Life really anit that bad.

Why was I so stupid so long !!

It can't believe that it took me so long to figure out. I feel really stupid! But you live and you learn. Life throws curve balls and some of us are just clueless. I know I am. It don't see what is right in front of me. I think I need to get a focus. I think I am going to start boxing. I am the strongest man I know Pound for Pound! I am 29 but 40 is the new 20. I get carded when I buy Cigarillos. I am not going to be a professional but I just want to train. I like to push my body when it comes to a full body workout.

Freedom at last !!!

Since my last blog I can not believe the sense of relief that I now have. I am free from negative energy. Once you set your mind to something you can easily acheive your goal. I believe everyone deserves to be happy and healthy.

Letting Go !!!

Today I am going to free myself! I am going to free myself of my own personal prison. I am going to let go of all the insecurites and self doubt. I will not let anyone take me for granted. I will understand what I feel. I will not let my eyes play tricks on me. I will trust my own feelings and not second guess myself. Today is a good day. I am letting go right now. I am happy now ! Today is a new day. I have everything! I have a beautiful son and good friends that have been with me for years. Life is good! I have for too long been in a bad situation that has brought me down. That relationship is over! I am new! I know now that I don't need someonene in my life that brings any negative energy to me. No one does! Just like I stated earlier in my profile your body and mind is your temple. Love it and take care of it!

My Son! My Joy!

I have to include a tribute to my son. He is 6 years old. His name is Jaden. He is very smart and atheletic. He has been playing soocer for the last 3 years. One thing about Jaden that really impressed me was that he plays computer games but no one ever showed him how to use a computer. He is great! His mother and I are divorced. But Jaden is a great kid. He is respectful and well mannered. I am happy to be his father!

Greeneyed Bandit with Hair

With hair !! My bestfriend told me I needed a edge up. Then 1 hour later it was all gone. I love beeing bald though. People say that I look like a skinhead when it is bald though. I have been told I look like Powder too. That is a real insult !

I am not going bald!!!

Don't ever let someone who is drunk or have been smoking pot to cut your hair!! They will screw it up ! My bestfriend told me that I needed a edge up. By the end of the night I was bald!

Ciara live!!!!

I am so happy to be going to see Ciara live!! I think that she really takes care of her body and trains right. Ciara is not the best singer but she blow most live performers out of the water! She sings and dances but does not lip sing. Britney Spears is not even in the same league. I really don't know how Britney Spears became who she is. She has the talent of performing in fornt of other people but that is where the line is drawn. She can't sing live and with practice anyone can learn dance moves. I don't think she can freestyle dance like Ciara. I am excited to see her at the Filmore in Denver. It is a very nice club/concert environment. The Filmore is good because you have to be good live to perform there. The artists are up close and personal. Remember when they were saying that Ciara was man. I don't think that she looks like a man. She looks really big and tall but alot of kids are like that now. I went to a highschool football game over the weekend and all the kids were bigger than I was. I am 5 11 140 I know that is small but most of the girls were about 5 8 to 6 1. I don't think that she is or was a man, but if she was everything is genetic and it is what it is. I think drag queens are gross and Ciara is not gross. She is Hot !!!

In the news today

Well being from Colorado Springs I have to talk about Ted Haggard. I knew something like this was going to happen here. This city is really homophobic and it figures that a guy who was leading evangelist and ironically opposed gay marriage would be gay. I think anyone who makes a big deal about anyone else's life has issues that they should attend to. I will not be surprised if Bush came out of the closet. Bush is the perfect closet case. He opposes gay marriage and seems to hate gay people. I bet he and his wife don't even have sex. If you have never been to Colorado Springs I will tell you that this place tries to portray itself as the Christian bible belt. It is a very nice place to live but hippocricy is the backbone.
Saddam Hussein was sentenced to death!!!! When I heard that I it sent a chill down my spine. I am really concerned about our troops over there. I hope that those people don't go crazy and start killing every soldier they see. I would not want be over there now or when the day comes when he Saddam is executed. I think it is going to be pure Chaos!!!
Former Imperial Wizard of the Ku Klux Klan Samuel H. Bowers dies !!!!!!! I that good news to me. I lived in Louisiana for 8 years. Racism down there is very different than in Colorado. I think here in Colorado people are racist but tactful where as in Louisiana they are to the point and direct. I think I rather have people be up front with me. I recently went to haunted cornfield with some friends of my better half for Holloween. While we were standing waiting to go in I heard a racist comment that I was expected to overlook, and I did. I am crazy and I don't like to talk shit I like to bust heads. I am a one hitter quitter. But someone said that at least this is a corn is not a cotton field - they did not pick cotton. It was a racial comment directed to me I believe but in a tactful way. If I got angry I would have looked like fool because the guy who said it would have acted like he did not mean it as a racial slur or remark. That is one thing about Louisiana that I miss, if someone made a comment like that they would not be tactful, they would have said it directly to you. But the funny thing is that in Louisiana racial situations did not happen that often. I really don't remember any really. People would always come up to my mom and tell her that her kids were really pretty and my mom would say that was because we were light-skinned and that affended her because she believed they were saying that they only way a black person was cute was if they were light-skinned. That is really the only racial memory I have. Colorado is nice but weird. It is really hard to find your place here unless you are a hippocrit conservative Christian with 5 kids in the closet freak. It's only my opinion.

The day before Friday

Today is Thursday the second of November. It is a very nice day here in Colorado. Cold though! Todays headlines are pretty boring with nothing really going on in the news. I always say to myself, " if I can get through today I'll be fine!"
I found out the other day that Peja Stojakovic does not play for the Pacers anymore. And what really tripped me out is that Ben Wallace plays for Chicago now. Wow! The NBA is really changing this year. I could not tell you who I predict will win this year, although I was really impressed with The Bulls. They looked great on Holloween! The Lakers look good to even without Kobe, so just image when Kobe comes back.
I read eariler that North Korea's overseas bank accounts are frozen until they talk to the UN about thier nuclear tests. Anit that some shit ! I am so glad to be an American right now. Could you image if a country froze our overseas bank accounts? I am sure it has happened but not because we were testing nuclear weapons. I think that our government is really powerful but the wrong people are running it and I think those guys are insecure in the closet bullies. That is just my opinion.
I get paid tomorrow!!!!

The day after Halloween

Today is a very cold day here in Colorado. It looks beautiful outside but is will only be 35 degrees. Last night was Halloween! It was too cold to go Trick or Treating so I stayed in and watched basketball. It was the start of the new NBA season!!! Life aint so bad after all!