Why was I so stupid so long !!

It can't believe that it took me so long to figure out. I feel really stupid! But you live and you learn. Life throws curve balls and some of us are just clueless. I know I am. It don't see what is right in front of me. I think I need to get a focus. I think I am going to start boxing. I am the strongest man I know Pound for Pound! I am 29 but 40 is the new 20. I get carded when I buy Cigarillos. I am not going to be a professional but I just want to train. I like to push my body when it comes to a full body workout.